Random Bitching

I have not done my lunch blogging for a long while for various reasons. Finally, I decided to skip lunch swimming and pig on Burger King where I can use the wireless internet. Beside, there is no point for me to pretend to work when my brain juice was sucked dry since 9am.

Riley called me from UK at 10am on Sunday and told me a lot of stuff and he was half drunk. Having to go to bed at 5am, I pulled myself together to pay attention. We are 8 hours apart and half a globe away, yet I can hear him clearly. Technology pulled those who are far apart closer, yet the same time, those physically closer are torn apart by the same technology. So irony. I told someone that I really dun like to talk on the phone, very strange especially when much of my involvement in OC is on phone service. I always sound very cold on the phone.

I have felt very low for a while... and no specific reasons. Yet, today I felt fully awake and positive even after taking medication for flu. I need to fall really sick but even the sickness is trapped inside me. Procrastination is often my own source of stress. The more I delay on something, the more stressed up I get and I will run away from it completely.

I am contemplating a job change since I am not really earning enough from the current job and the amount of work is too low to make me feel motivated. I fall sick when I dun have enough things to do.

Thinking of dating... yet the first attempt was not too successful. Thinking of having casual sex, yet the first attempt almost ended up with someone I know. So at the end, no sex no date no nothing. What a joke. I dun try very hard when it comes to such thing, it happens when you least expect it.

Was sending the information to Trevvy and Fridae.com members about our Chinese Talk on 11 Feb. Guess what, I received HATE msg on Trevvy. Trying as diplomatically correct as possible, the person still insisted to find out why he is picked for the msg since he do not speak Mandarin. Ya right, how the heck I know you do not speak Mandarin when your profile says you are Chinese. I am not assuming Chinese must speak Mandarin but I think I will not assume Malays speak Mandarin. I apologised in the reply if he hated to receive the msg and he replied almost instantly that I accused him that he has no right to be upset. It is just random selection of members lor. Tell you har, if it is not cyberspace I meet you, I will drown you with the amount of trash I have accumulated on my desk. :P

I think some people just need to relax their bitchy mouths a bit. tsk tsk... Life is a chore, dun make it any worse.