Stare through him

I am here sitting in starbucks at the Cathay waiting for a friend. Chatting with another friend in MSN. While watching two gay boys sitting just outside the pavement. They are talking but none of them looked interested enough about what was discussed. I am watching them for the past 15 min.

Suddenly, their phones rang and they started talking cheerfully on the phone. Human interaction is strange. You are less emotionally close when you meet each other face to face. Yet, you talked so much online or on the phone.

Last night, a group of us were at Mox and laughing really loudly and at one point, we were doing "yum sheng" in the pub. Two of my ex dates suddenly started kissing, another 'couple' also started kissing and then two faghags started to do the same with each other. Kissing in infectious but I was sitting, looking these dramas going on and felt nothing. I am really asexual. But there is someone who caught my eyes and I realised I was remotely interested... still non sexual.

Then someone whom I personally dun wan to see appear. :) I did my PR smile and continued drinking. During supper, J asked what to do if he bumped into someone he dun wan to see. My advice: Dun ignore the person, just stare through him :)