飄著

I am never a big fan of Stefanie Sun despite I like most of her songs and how hard she worked to get to where she is now. There is something in most of her songs I like but I know it is little connection with my state of mind. I still prefer Tanya Chua or Sandy Lam, probably because I am that generation of gay men who listened to Sandy Lam and then Tanya for her style of feminality. In this new song that I have listened to repeatedly for the past two weeks, there are regrets after living the wild days, the anger with oneself and whatever one allow to happen.

Each time I listened to the chorus... I think of a person standing on the cliff, pleading for understanding and forgiveness. On the opposite cliff, a person looking coldly, releasing a handful of shredded paper into the wind, letting the other one know that he is being forgiven and set free from emotional burden. An reminder that there is no turning back for most of things we do in our lives and a learning adult, we need to stand by the decision we made.

飄著
作詞：陳鎮川　作曲：李偉菘　編曲：Kenn C

空氣中　呼吸都凝著　我讓思考放空　看你轉身上樓
我知道　這就是答案了　還能怎麼感受　那殘餘的溫柔

當黑夜　清晰過白晝　當快樂　賠上了所有
當理智　熬不過放縱　你的神色　什麼都淡了　我還守著愛　飄著

Da La La La～　Da La La La～　Da La La La～

你回頭　就像往常笑著　好像在原諒我　綁住你的自由

當黑夜　清晰過白晝　當快樂　賠上了所有
當理智　熬不過放縱　我的神色　什麼都算了　卻還守著愛　飄著

錯在明知是錯　快樂該怎麼選擇　我愛錯　我祇能選擇沈默　不該嘶吼

當盲目的黑夜　清晰過白晝　當奢侈的快樂　賠上了所有
當假裝的理智　熬不過放縱　每個路口　怎麼轉都錯　我進退不得　誰救我

飛不進你夢中　偷一點感受　飛不回原來我　冰冷的軀殼
就這樣漂浮著　悲傷的穿梭　感覺掏空　靈魂不在了　愛情突然失重　在飄著

Da La La La～　Da La La La～　Da La La La～